Profile Full Name: Rubyann Bunagan Nick Name: Ruby, Bheng, Bian Age: 21 Bday: November 02,1985 Starsign: Scorpio Location: Muntinlupa, Philippines Religion: I was born christian Hair color: Obviously black.. Pinoy ito Height: hmmmm ewan koh... 5'1 ata Weight: hehehe.. bahala na diet diet Education: Still striving to be a nurse
Describe yourself A filipino women, lack of talent, somewhat sensitive, full of dreams. love to be with friends, ambitious, love foreign culture secondary to her own culture, nature loving, optimistic sometimes, emotional, open-minded, somewhat liberated, apathetic, observant, willing to learn new things, understanding, high quality of coping mechanism,depensive,moody.
Personally When i was young I want to be a model.. but sadly grew in an ample sized I am currently single When im inlove I'll just keep it and let the feeling gone. My friends say's.... i am franks, stubborn,jerk,speechless but fun to be with. I'll never believe that love never dies. The best thing that i ever had is my Family,friends and my old radio. The best advice that i ever heard is "aim high, strive and live with your dreams" The most disaapointed words that i hate to be heard is " your such a bitch" My worst quality is.. being lazy.. I hate to wash clothes and ironing it.. huh!! it's so tiring men
Hello everyone hope you enjoy your visit on may site.... I would like to introduced myself to anyone of you... You can call me bheng.. thats my nickname for real... I love listening to the radio.. I love alternative music as well as alternative bands... Ang saya kasi ng life kapag hindi madrama ang mood ng tao... Kaya ako gusto ko laging masaya.. kahit puno ng kalokohan basta may patutunguhan go ako.... waheheheheBakit Kung Minsan unfair ang life" Pero kahit gaano ka unfair smile ka lang hindi mo namamalayan lahat ng yan nawala na sa iyong isipan
What do my friends say's about me
lhyn Posted 11/11/2006 hay naku its suprise me na ambilis mo magbigay ng testi you know what this girl becomes my diary moving diary when i was in my junior high she's kinda person that i can share my problem even secrets about my heheheh........... secrets....... alam nya un. magaling sya magpayo super .................. you know what i thanks God dahil nagkaroon ulit tau ng communication after all those years that past i dont expect that this will happen grabeh an saya noh!!!!!!! just like me tahimik din sya,parang theres something na di mo tlga maaarok sa kanya full of mistery sya.............. wierd just like me noon .............. you will see in her eyes that there's sadness aywan ko ngayon.........? but im sure kaya nya un even only child sya marunong sya humarap sa problem............. that's all muna thanks tlaga heehehe i miss you talaga as in.........................................God Bless and always take care..............",
carla cabrera Posted 23/8/2006 c ruby? Weird 'toh! Tahimik, parang ako, may sariling mundo... Pag duty, hay naku, napapanisan na yata ng laway, nd marunong magsalita. Sa group namin, out of this world talaga 2ng tao d reason... Akin na lang un! No wonder ganun siya towards the group... I understand... Pag may mali, tawa lang... Hoy ruby ann bunagan, maganda maging tahimik pero hindi sa lahat ng oras. Dapat matuto kang lumaban para mabuhay. Walang problema ang pagiging mahina, basta willing to learn. Just believe... Sabi nga, u hav to hav determination and confidence. Kakabahan ka talaga sa mga nursing procedures pero dapat mo labanan un para matuto ka! Don't mind what others say. Paki nila! Pakita mo na u excel sa ibang bagay! Ganyan talaga sa una, nakakakaba pero pag nasanay ka na, sisiw! Magaling ka in a way na hindi nila alam only ur friends know. We appreciate hu u are and what u r! Hindi lahat ng tao tanggap ka sa pagiging ruby mo! Pero ang tunay na kaibigan walang paki kahit ano pa ang ugali mo! Juz beliv!
apple Posted 31/8/2004 welwelwel!!!so wat do we have here ha i smell something fishi ha,hehehehe wel wla lang. did u know that dis gurl used 2 be one of my clsm8 in eac this sem she used to make smile in every people she meet, she's so nice,smart,active in class and always center of attraction hehehehe.wel we always strat our day w/ breakfast (syempre jollibee or aling tuding)hehehehe.wel lam nio ba 2ng c ruby eh maba2w ang luha kc one time umiyak yan sa clsroom ewan ko ano ngyari.wel ruby till here hope u will not change just stay cool and (prangka) take care always zzzzzzyyyyyaaaaa......
Jammy Posted 16/8/2004 Hi Ruby!!! hehe.. thanks sa testi ha..:D Tong si Ruby.. ang cute cute.. laging rosy cheeks kahit di nagblu-blush on.. basta ang cute cute nya.. hehe..:D First impression ko sa kanya, tahimik, pero ang daldal pala.. sarap kakwentuhan, kakaiba ang outlook sa lyf, ang lalim nga eh, pero that only made her a more interesting person, malakas ang loob nyan lalo na sa anatomy lab, d sya takot sa cadavere..pero iyakin din toh eh, nakita ko na syang umiyak,, parang baby, crybaby..:D
Ruby, Lam mo ang bait bait, mo, nababaitan ako sayo kaya wag mo pansinin yung mga ngaaway sau ha.. wla lng yun mgawa..
thanks ulit, ingatz lagi.....
Merriam Cajaljal Posted 11/2/2005 RUBY ANNE BUNAGAN.... she's a 1 big hot momma...lolz! =) anywayz, ruby is mah friend we became close last sem.. i really lyk her a lot coz she's so cute and huggable... she oweiz makes me laugh even wen i'm not in a good mood, just to see her and talk to her makes me feel better... She's very studious and she's oweiz early as a bird in our class.. i remember during our review in midterm last sem, we reviewed at Jolibee wid Gizelle... den on our way to school, it started to rain and we dont have umbrella, so we ran... den Ruby shouted " Run Forest run!!!!!!" hehehe... she's really crazy,... wel, it's a line in our e.p movie, Forest Gump... So as u can see, she's really crazy and u'l nver get bored wid her... =) so. i guess i'll tell more about her.. nxt tym.. and i hope we become good friends until we graduate... til hir! miz ya Ruby!! *mwah*
p i p a y Posted 16/5/2005 mahal kong rubyann... ang kakulitan ko sa umaga't gabi. siya ang kauna-unahang taong nakakasalamuha ko sa gabi at kahuli- hulihan sa umaga. wehehe!!! gising ko kasi gabi tapos tulog ako sa umaga. at siya ng aking alarm clock! hekhek! :) di kumpleto araw ko pag wala kong text galing sa kanya. feeling ko kulang- kulang ako pag wala siya ni isang mensahe. para akong paralyzed at siya ang aking wheel chair! ngek! si rubyann... ang nagpapa-alala sa kin na sobrang sarap mabuhay...lalo na pag may kasama kang malupit na tugtugan. at siya nagpaparamdam sa kin na may "kulang" man sa buhay ko...anjan siya para punan yon. nax! drama! but honestly, i'm very happy to meet this kiddo! kahit sandali pa lang kami magkakilala feeling ko sobrang tagal na naming nagkasama. kaya di ko matiis na di mag-load dahil ayaw din kitang ma-miss!!! lab yu rubyann!!! maraming salamat sa lahat. dito lang 'te pipay anytime you need me...may gig man o wala! :) lab yu!!!
It's been a year since i visited this site again, as i recall what happens in my life during the past years of being teens, i now realise that no life is perfect! and what my plans during my academic days are all gone, and left nothing but a hopeless dreams. Well, life is just like that and i don't needto blame anybody even myself and it;s not really a good thing to blame God for giving all this challenge in my life because i know God will never ever give my a trials that i can't surpass. And not im facing another trials, another up and downs...my life being silent over the years turns out in writing all the ideas and my head and everything that i wanted to share. Yeah great life is over, being a student is over, being happy go lucky is over and being a player of life is over. I now need to learn to accept some changes in my lif, either good or bad...it will shape me so that i must be able to fights all the difficulties that i been through now..im not inlove and hoping to be married on my long distance boyfriend. Well, he had a lot of doubts, he's thinking that im just using him to be where he is now. But the real thing is..i just wanted to be with him. and ill never experience this kind of thing before. I love him so damn much..
After so long times of being silent in blogging im here again...
I was confused, it's been a year since a graduated college but until now im jobless, I don't know what's wrong at first. But now after my interview at Watson I realized what was the hinder in my dreams to be a career women..
And that was my figure.. My fat body is the biggest stress in me.. i think I need a diet ... yung tipong wag na lang kumain para pumayat agad..
love is in the air, heto ako sa harap ng pc just checking out kung may messages galing sa kung sino man. not expected anyone kaya hindi ako nagulat ng wala man lang makaalalang mag e-mail sakin. it's o.k kasi hindi ako obligadong magreply. pero aaminin ko namimiss ko yung mga e-mails ng mga chatmate na kinalimutan ko. kasi naman hindi ako ganun kahilig mag chat. there is much meaningfull things to do than chatting. tulad nito i was able to say what i am feeling right now. wala eh ganun talaga. hindi naman natin mapipilit ang ibang taong i-greet tayo. pero may iba namang nag text sakin at sobrang naaappreciate ko sila. they were my real friends and buddy. pero im miss someone's caress, yung nagbibigay ng attention na sobrang heaven ang feeling kapag naramdaman mo. sana meron ako nun, pero pangarap lang talaga siguro. di bale malapit na akong grumaduate 2 months na lang at magagawa ko na ring maghanap ng taong makakapitan at magmamahal. ang isang taong laging nandyan.
I just found out na nag-aayos ako ng blog ko, siguro wala lang talaga akong magawa sa pagkakataong ito. wala naman kasi akong dapat i-share, wala namang happy moments sa buhay ko nowadays... despite of the fact na malapit na akong grumaduate.. atlast matatapos na ang paghihirap ko sa pagpupuyat gabi gabi para magreview ng lessons.. matatapos na din ang mga sandaling lagi akong tinatamad pumasok.. konti na lang o.k na ang lahat at kailangan ko na lang isipin ang board exam na hahatol sa tunay na buhay ko pagtuntong ko ng 23. hayy nakaka excite but i admit na sobrang kinakabahan talaga ako... basta laban lang ng laban.. kahit maraming balakid kakayanin ko.
heto na naman ako, wala lang matagal ko na idn kasing tinatago lahat ng sakit sa dibdib ko, atleast kahit paano mailalabas ko hindi man sa harap nyo pero nasabi ko kahit hindi ko gusto.
ang daming nangyari from my last login, sari-sari maganda at hindi. may nakakatuwa at nakakadismaya. pero ganun talaga hindi naman natin alam kong ano ang mangyayari sa buhay natin habang lumilipas ang araw. ito andito na naman ako sa computer shop gaya ng kinagawian ko bago umuwi ng bahay na kahit masama na ang pakiramdam at inaantok na ayus lang, ito lang naman nakakapag pasaya sakin eh "ang babaw noh?" atleast may isang bagay na bumubuhay sa puso ko na matagal na ring nabaon sa kalungkutan at sobrang inis sa sarili.
ayun nga inis ako sa sarili ko, bakit? hindi ko alam, siguro katulad din ng dahilan ng mga taong nasa paligid ko. pero bakit iisipin yun buhay ko toh, they don't care it was my fashion.. "fashion" nakakatawa hindi ba? may nalalaman pa akong fashion chenes kahit na alam kong ako lang nagpapahalaga sa sarili ko, syempre sarili ko na nga lang papahalagahan ko hindi ko pa gagawin.. nakakasawa na rin kasing isipin ang iba, siguro madami akong naging failure ng dahil sa kanila at sa bandang huli na kailanganin ko ng suporta sarili ko lang din ang lalapitan ko... ang tangi kong karamay.
pero kahit paano thankful na din ako kasi may ilang tao na pinahahalagahan ko ang nagbibigay sakin ng halaga, sino ba ang mga yun? siguro alam na nila kung sino sila.. yun eh kung alam nga nilang mahalaga sila sakin kahit hindi ko sila masyadong pinapansin at tinitext, ewan ko siguro gusto ko lang dumami kakilala ko kahit na alam kong hindi lahat sila totoo ang pinapakita sakin.
may orientation pala bukas hindi ko na matatapos ang mahabang salaysay, basta kahit ganito ako alam ko sa sarili ko na kahit paano mahalaga ako....
Sumakay kami ng bus ni vhan papuntang bataan sa doroteo jose, almost 3:00pm na yata yun. Pero syempre hindi kami babyahe ng walang baong lafang umorder kami ng pizza sa greenwich bago kami sumakay. Almost three hours din kaming naglakabay papaunta dun. Pagbaba namin syempre people hunting na naman kasi hindi namin nakita si best sa terminal. May tinawagan si vhan a.k.a aileen sa phone nya tapos maya maya may lumapit na girl. Pretty yung girl, maputi na medyo chubby. After 30 minutes dumating na si best tapos pinakilala nya na sakin yung girl na chubby yun pala yung gf nya. wow jackpot maganda yung girl parang mahirap bastusin. Sabay sabay kaming umalis ng terminal kasama yung ibang members ng hell sent. at 5:30pm dumating din kami sa venue. Ok naman yung place malaki, tapos very accomodated pa kami kasi mabait yung parent ni rav {yun yung may-ari na bahay}. Pagdating namin dun madami ng tao kami kami na lang pala ang hinihintay. almost 20 plus ang nandun ng dumating kami. nakit ko din dun si sayuki. sobrang hindi ako nagulat kasi nakita ko na sya sa pic. kaya lang nakakadismaya ang ugali nya nung maggagabi na, para syang batang nag iinarte. Buti na lang umuwi sya agad kung hindi naku nabastos ko na sya ng harapan. Ang tanda na kasi masyado pang pasaway. Nung nasa kalagitnaan na ng kasiyahan sobrang ang dami ko pang dapat ikwento pero wag na lang. basta masaya yung part na yun. Nakakatuwa kasi parang matagal na kaming magkakakilala walang naiilang sa isa't isa garapalan na ng mukha, walang hiya hiya.. para kaming magkakapatid na iba iba ang tatay tapos mama nirav ang nanay *peace..* hehehe... dun kami nakapag usap ng matino ni best sobrang overwelmed ako sa nangyari kasi talagang solid wala na ang away sa pagitan namin. im so thankgfull kasi bestfriend na kami ulit *yun lang wala na syang sun*... Mga bandang 1:30ng madaling araw, tinawagan ako ni cyrrus friend ko sa ibang clan... may sinabi syang di ko sineryoso tapos yun biglang syang nagbabye na kinaiyak ko... hindi ako nakatulog all night long sobrang na=hurt ako sa pamamaalam nya... hindi ko sya tinigilan hanggang makatulog ako ng hindi ko namamalayan mga eksaktong 5:30ng umaga. nagising ako ng 7:00am.. parang ok na ang lahat pero malungkot ako dahil kasy cyrrus. Tapos banda 8:30am tinawagan ko si leo.. medyo gumaan ang pakiramdam ko. kasi mahal na mahal ko ang leo ko kahit medyo may kamanyakan ang potah.. hehehe pero love is greater than lust.. yun ang nararamdaman ko sa kanya ewan ko lang kung ganun din ang nararamdaman nya sakin. at 9:00am kahit medyo maulan we decided to leave the place syempre babye portion with rav's mom di ba... nagulat kami kasi mataas ang tubig gawa ng ulan buong araw.. tapos binuhat ako ni best patawid.. kakahiya pero naisip ko "bakit ako nahihiya sa bestfriend ko, para na kaming magkapatid.. nakita ko na kung gaano sya kapangit pag bagong gising at kung gaano sya kapasaway pag lasing" hehehehe.. ayun nakatawid na kaming lahat.. maya maya sumakay na kami ni vhan ng bus papuntang manila. "huling nabanggit ko sa isip ko, "sana maulit pa toh.. isa ito sa e.b na hindi ko malilimutan,, wala man sa piling ko ang mahal ko, nandun naman ang mga taong magiging bahagi ng buhay ko as times go by"....
nung nasa maynila na kami ni vhan{aileen} sobrang lakas ng ulan, na badtrip pa nga kami sa nakasakay namin sa jeep.. akala mo kung sino ang papangit naman masyado pang pa-epal hehehe papatidin na sana namin, pero sabi ko kay vhan "cool ka lang bakla mga otistik yan".... maya maya nag hiwalay na kami ni vhan kasi bumaba na sya. Pag baba ko medyo masakit ulo ko at sobrang gutom na gutom ako... kahit medyo kabado kasi hindi nagpaalam sibikap kong pakalmahin ang sarili ko... buti na lang naniwala sila hahaha.. ayun nakapagpahinga ng maayos kahit hindi nakatulog...
nung nasa kwarto na ako nag review ako pero nanghinayang sayang kasi yung film hindi ko nagamit. kaya eto walang mga pics na pwedeng i-attached sa story ko... better luck next time...
it was damn boring during our fisrt day high, although im already fourth year i felt i was just new in our school. the fast few months there were a lot of bad memories in mah school. I wanted some change, change in peers, change in our groups activity and some change in life. I wanted to rule my life but still im not capable of doing it. i can't find a comfortable apartment to start what i had planned that's why i will stay in the custody of parents, though it's hard for me to do those things i have no choice im still their child and they were my family. i love them so much that's why i will stay with them until i got finish my degree. goodluck for my school days and studies. a few months more all of my dreams will come true and what i wanted and life will soon embrace me.
I can't believe we met like this Is it just coincidence I had a feeling I'd be seeing you again Your every bit as beautiful as the last time we met When you told me, you were leaving, and going back to him How I wish that I could tell you, it's all in the past But I was never good at lying, and baby since you asked
I don't want to hear that song again from the night we first met I don't want to hear you whispering, things I'd rather forget I don't want to look into your eyes, cause you know what happens next We'll be making love and then I fall all over again.
I can't begin to tell you, just how sorry I am that the man you built your dreams around, just broke your heart again I think I know the feeling cause I once loved you so much that I swore I'd rather die than live a day without your touch If I held you in my arms you know, I'd never let you go But this ain't the time or place to get emotional
I don't want to hear that song again, from the night we first met I don't want to hear you whispering, things I'd rather forget I don't want to look into your eyes, cause you know what happens next We'll be making love and then I'd fall all over again
I was crying when you kissed me Then you walked out that door, Ohhh You were always such a mystery I still dream we're making love Then I stop myself because
I don't want to hear that song again, from the night we first met I don't want to hear you whispering, things I'd rather forget I don't want to look into your eyes, cause you know what happens next We'll be making love and then I'd fall all over again
I fall all over again
{ i heard this song a thousand times since i was young and i really love listening to it, i also turn on the radio everynight to found out that i am waiting to air it on the station then i notice i will sing this song if i will learn to fall in love, it really inspires me... IT'S ONLY FOR YOU MY DEARLY FRIEND}
Minsan lang magmahal ang tao ng tunay at wagas. Ngunit kung ang kanyang pag ibig ay hindi na suklian may pagkakataong hindi na toh maulit muli. Kaya kung may isang taong mahal na mahal ka, buksan mo ang iyong puso at suklian ang pag ibig nya sayo. Dahil kapag ang puso nya ay iyong binigo sa muli mong pag babalik sarado na ang kanyang puso para tanggapin ang pagmamahal na inaalay mo.
Halos dalawang buwan na mula nung iawanan nya ako. Halos dalawang Buwan ko na ring pinapatuyo ang mga mata ko na nabasa ng mga luhang sya ang nagdulot. Halos dalawang buwan ko ring pinilit isaksak sa isipan kong hindi na nya ako mahal. Halos dalawang buwan na rin mula ng mag isa kong hinaharap ang bawat gabing puno ng lumbay. Dalawang buwan na akong naghihintay sa muli nyang pagbabalik sa aking piling.
